Moping
Oh gosh. Here I go again... sitting here feeling miserable in front of the computer, and now with a song specially written for me by my best friend putting into words the hurt I feel, the mood for moping is seriously enhanced. My life isn't too bad, but once in a while, I do like to feel miserable and shed a tear or two. Unfortunately, while I used to do it on paper diaries, now I do it online, and I guess online diaries may not be the perfect medium since people actually get to read my most private thoughts and feelings and end up thinking I'm a total nutcase. But guess it makes so much more sense to type than to write these days...Flipping through my old diaries, it seems to be filled with anger, sadness, hurt and all sorts of toxic emotions. People's blogs always seem so interesting, full of fun, food, and pictures and people actually enjoy reading their blogs. I tried to be like them, injecting some "positive" things into my blog, but seriously, I never feel like blogging unless I have something to say and I cannot say it to anyone, but talk to myself in this form. Life's good...