Nostalgia

Here I am listening to an old Chinese song and going through the list of friends' blogs that I linked to my old blog. Reading through their entries (those who kept it going), I feel a twinge of pain in my heart. For the last few years, I have been so absorbed in my own misery that I did not even notice what was happening to my friends. Not been there to help them. Not there to hold their hand when things happened. Everyone has problems. What makes me think that my problems are bigger than others'? I thought that just by being present on MSN, being contactable via email, phone and all that technology shit, I am opening myself to them, to allow them to contact me when they need to. If they don't contact me, they are fine. WRONG. So wrong. Sometimes friends just need some prodding and someone to be there without even them asking. I am not a counselor. I am a friend. I never thought I'd say this, but I miss my friends. Where are all of you now?