Thursday, June 12, 2008

Angeline - back again

After a long hiatus in which I banged my head against many walls, I have decided to reclaim my identity. The last few years were dishonest years - years which I spent trying to be someone else, fitting into others' moulds of what I should be like, what a perfect wife, girlfriend, friend, sibling, daughter, grand-daughter, student should be. I was young and naive, eager to please, eager to be that ideal person that everyone wants me to be. I sold myself short in many instances, forgetting who I was, who I am and trying to be who I should be. In life, no one is perfect. Everyone has flaws, and everyone will definitely rub others the wrong way. Why do I even bother? I lost my way but I am thankful that I have found it again. Although I still do not know if I am on the right path, I know this is me. I am so grateful to be me again.

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