Bothersomes

Despite saying that I will not think about it, not do anything about it, I have been checking my email every 10mins hoping for something to come in. Alas, nothing appears in my inbox, and I think soon enough, I will let it go. It is somewhat of a cat and mouse game isn't it? A game that people play when they are insincere, a game that people play when they want to bait a fish. I am that fish but I should be like a prawn - grab the bait and walk away! Haha...

Talking about that makes me so wanna go prawn fishing. Too bad there isn't someone who wants to go with me. Well, at least someone enjoys eating Aston's with me, and not eat it out of courtesy. At least someone enjoys Sushi Kikuzawa with me and not mention some unattainable fantastic place in London (???) when I mention good jap food. At least someone will laugh at me when birdshit falls on me, and not politely try to behave like a gentleman and yet ask if he should help me wipe it off my chest! The cheek of it. Anyway, these are all words of anger and frustration, but what remains is that I don't know what I will do without friends. Hmm... now I know why mum asks me to stay single and stay by her side. Haha...