Fashion Dreamz...
A little hope lit up my life the past months. Hope of going into the fashion industry - to learn, to acquire, to succeed. This hope is fragile, for in the local context, anything deviating from the mainstream of being engineers, businessmen, and doctors is a straight road to Hell. I saw my sister almost give up her dream. Her lifelong dream to be a singer, a star. I gave up mine without trying. Seeing her closer to her dream now pushes me to fight for mine. But that hope, that tiny ray of hope is gone. The practical me says it's not worth it to give up another 4 years of my life at fashion school. It says that I don't have the artistic talent to make it in the fashion world, nor the creativity to even give it a shot. I'm old. At 22, I've already studied more than my peers. Then there looms the question of Masters. Which road do I take? Sighzz............