There have been so many things happening. Too many things to write. Discontentment, restlessness, emptiness has set in. Perhaps because I've decided to make the right decision. But then again, is that decision the right one to make? For the sake of my family, for the sake of my religion. Perhaps that is. I throw myself into work now, but I still have so much free time to spare. Tempted to give in to temptation again.